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The Great Cool Ranch Dorito in the Sky

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NATIONAL BOOK AWARD FINALIST
Perfect for fans of Mark Oshiro and Adam Silvera comes a fiercely funny and hopeful story of one boy's attempts to keep everything under control while life has other plans.

Ever since cancer invaded his adoptive mother's life, Brett feels like he's losing everything, most of all control. To cope, Brett fuels all of his anxieties into epic fantasies, including his intergalactic Kid Condor comic book series, which features food constellations and characters not unlike those in his own life.
But lately Brett's grip on reality has started to lose its hold. The fictions he's been telling himself – about his unattractive body, the feeling that he's a burden to his best friend, that he's too messed up to be loved – have consumed him completely, and Brett will do anything to forget about the cosmic-sized hole in his chest, even if it's unhealthy.
But when Brett's journal and deepest insecurities are posted online for the whole school to see, Brett realizes he can no longer avoid the painful truths of his real-life narrative. As his eating disorder escalates, Brett must be honest with the people closest to him, including his new and fierce friend Mallory who seems to know more about Brett's issues than he does. With their support, he just might find the courage to face the toughest reality of all.

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    • Publisher's Weekly

      Starred review from April 29, 2024
      Smuggling the newest issue of his self-authored comic book, Kid Condor, into the school library is just one of the many things that Brett Isaias Harrison, 16, is up to. Some nights, he gets drunk and calls an Uber to take him “drunk drive-thru’ing”; others, he stargazes at the top of Tumamoc Hill in Tucson, Ariz. What Brett won’t do is dwell on such subjects as his eating habits, how he compares to best friend Reed, his fear that girls won’t ever like him, or his adoptive mother’s recent cancer diagnosis. When his food journal goes viral on school socials, Brett finds himself the center of unwelcome attention, which prompts a series of binging and purging. Refuge comes from an unexpected friendship with Mallory, “the fattest kid in school”; her assertiveness and confidence both fascinate and confuse him. Brett’s quirky voice—a mix of self-conscious thoughts, Kid Condor mythology, and bro-isms (“You ready for some nuggs, bruh?”)—tempers this funny yet bruising narrative about one teen’s experience with grief and disordered eating in which debut author Galarza carefully touches on issues surrounding underage drinking, body dysmorphia, and internalized anti-fatness. Extensive resources conclude. Brett has Welsh, Spanish, and Mayan ancestry. Ages 14–up. Agent: David Dunton, Harvey Klinger.

    • Kirkus

      June 1, 2024
      A teenage boy in Tucson struggles with grief and disordered eating in this emotional debut. At almost 16, Brett has worked out how to make himself feel better. All it takes is a "Costco-sized bottle of vodka," a generous assortment of treats from every drive-thru restaurant in the area, and the privacy to dream up new adventures for Kid Condor, the hero of his own lovingly crafted comic-book universe. And lately, he's needed a lot of cheering up: Between his adoptive English professor mom's cancer diagnosis and new tensions with best friend Reed, who has taken to young adulthood with more grace, game, and abdominal muscles than Brett can fathom, there's a lot of fear to push away. Enter Mallory, a fat classmate who recognizes Brett's eating disorder for what it is before he's found the words to describe it himself. She takes Brett under her wing, demonstrating a path away from diet culture and the shame it enforces. Galarza brings humor and sensitivity to the story, permitting his characters to move organically through even the uglier moments of growth. Brett's internalized fatphobia brings a body-focused valence to his friendship with Mallory, but not at the expense of Mallory's depth of character. Mexican American Brett is mestizo, and his roots play an important role in his storytelling in the Kid Condor universe. Other major characters are white. A moving, funny story expressing the tenacious voice of a survivor. (author's note, resources) (Fiction. 13-18)

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    • Booklist

      June 1, 2024
      Grades 10-12 Brett copes with his adoptive mother's terminal cancer by hiding his original comics in school library books in the dead of night as well as in less healthy ways: excessive underage drinking, impulsive snack stealing, and fast-food binge eating. When pages from his journal are leaked on social media, Brett is uncomfortably on the receiving end of an outpouring of pity from his classmates. It's only when his fat classmate Mallory enters the game that Brett starts to use the resources around him to pull himself out of his self-destructive spiral. Although Mallory is gay, her character veers close to serving as the archetypal quirky girl intended to fix the male character's problems, which is uncomfortable when viewed alongside the intense amount of misogyny from Brett's internal narrative. Despite this, the rich, emotional relationships Brett has with other male characters and the open, honest depiction of mental health remain incredibly important. Ultimately, this is a heartfelt debut that may miss the mark with a modern audience.

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    • School Library Journal

      Starred review from November 15, 2024

      Gr 9 Up-Brett recognizes that his relationship with food is unhealthy. Shortly after moving in with his best friend due to his adoptive mother's cancer diagnosis, he binge eats during late-night vodka-laced trips through fast food drive-thrus. He opens up to his school counselor who encourages him to keep a food journal tracking when he eats, what he eats, and how he is feeling when he eats. While not entirely happy to oblige, he does so until one day a part of his food journal goes mysteriously viral online. In addition to his unwanted fame, Brett's disordered eating leads to a strained relationship with his best friend Reed while at the same time paving the path for an unsuspecting friendship with his classmate Mallory. With this novel, Galarza handles difficult topics with an intense amount of care (and humor). Brett is Mexican American and Mestizo while supporting characters read as white. A must-have for library collections based on its merit alone; Galarza has crafted an inviting and poignant story that is impossible to put down. VERDICT It cannot be overstated how important Brett's story is for those who need to hear it, a possible lifeline for those in need of reassurance that their experiences aren't as uncommon as they may think.-Zach Basler

      Copyright 2024 School Library Journal, LLC Used with permission.

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